we got bored

ABOUT ME
► Name ➔ Raman Bassi and Jenny Sidhu
► Will you answer all questions truthfully ➔ Yes and yes
► Are you single ➔ Haha, technically I’m single.. but no I’m taken? and SINGLE MUDDAFUCKAS HIT HER UP.
► Are you happy ➔ Some days, and I don’t know, what’s happiness that’s my question
► Are you Italian ➔ No and no way
► Are you German ➔ No and I think so, but no
► Are you Asian ➔ No and when I’m cheeched yo’
► Are you angry? ➔ I have no feelings dawg, and I’m going numb
► Are you Irish ➔ I wish, and no 
► Are your parents still married ➔ Yes and yes

TEN FACTS
► Birth Place ➔ Vancouver BC bitches, Richmond, BC (ew)
► Hair Color ➔ Brown, and black
► Eye Color ➔ Brown and brown
► Birthday ➔ July 19 and February 3
► Mood ➔ Confused, like wtf is life? and uhm mellow, I guess
► Gender ➔ Female, and female.. except when I’m with my dad then I’m a male
► Lefty or Righty ➔ Righty and righty
► Summer or winter ➔ Doesn’t matter, I enjoy the time I have with what I have and depends on the company
► Morning or afternoon ➔ Mornings and afternoon 

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 
► Are you in love ➔ A part of me will always be in love, and no (she’s lying)
► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ This is lust and no
► Who ended your last relationship ➔ Him and you
► Have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ Unintentionally and yes
► Are you afraid of commitments ➔ Lately.. and yeah
► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ Yes and yes
► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ No and pfft I wish
► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ Yes and hello paul gill..

TEN CHOICES
► Lemonade or iced tea ➔ Lemonade and lemonade 
► Cats or Dogs ➔ dogggiess and dogs, dawg.
► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ few best friends and few best friends
►Television or internet ➔ Internet and internet 
► Pepsi or Coke ➔ Coke and coke
► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ Depends on the people and romantic company in
► Day or night ➔ Nights and night
► IM or Phone ➔ Phone and messages

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
► Been caught sneaking out ➔ Yes and yes
► Fallen down/up the stairs ➔ Yes and yes
► White water rafted ➔ Actually, yes. and no
► Finished an entire jawbreaker ➔ Yeah and yeah
► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ Yes and yes
► Prank called a store ➔ No and yeah
► Skipped school ➔ Lol yeah, and every day.
► Wanted to disappear ➔ Yes and yes

TEN PREFERENCES 
► Smile or eyes ➔ Smile and eyes
► Light or dark hair ➔ Dark and dark
► Fat or skinny ➔ Fit and fit
► Shorter or Taller ➔ Taller and taller
► Intelligence or Attraction ➔ A mixture of both and both
► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ haaaaaaa.. and relationship
► Funny and poor OR rich and serious ➔ Funny and poor cause laughter is the best drug and funny and poor
► Last Phone Call ➔ Kajal and moms
► Last phone call you received ➔ Kajal and moms
► Last person you hung out with ➔ Jenny and Raman
► Last thing you ate ➔ Pizza and pizza
► Last thing you drank ➔ Fresca and fresca
► Last site you went to ➔ Tumblr and tumblr
► Last place you were ➔ My bed and ramans bed

RELATIONSHIPS
► Are you in a committed relationship ➔ Ask him, god knows what we’re doing.. and no
► Do you still love them ➔ Who’s them? and yes

FAMILY
► Do you and your family get along ➔ Too complicated for an answer and amen.
► Would you say you have a “messed up life” ➔ amen x2
► Have you ever run away from home ➔ No, and yes
► Have you ever gotten kicked out ➔ No and no
► If so, how long ➔ —

FRIENDS
► Do you secretly hate one of your friends ➔ No and no
► Do you consider all of your friends good friends ➔ Most and yes
► Who are/is your best friend(s) ➔ Jenny/Kajal and Aman/Raman
► Who knows everything about you ➔ Myself. and myself

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I would just like to say that, I hate boys.

There must be something wrong with me because boys just don’t seem to want me; or the ones who do just want to use me. I feel as if the two boys who I’ve ever loved both put together have messed with my head and more importantly my heart so horribly that I don’t know how I’m going to come back to sanity. 

— Sorry I was going to go on a rant about how I feel but then I remembered no one cares.

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Why?

Why’d you have to go and make me believe in love again? Why’d you keep me up all those nights falling for all those stupid words? Why’d you have to go ahead and kiss me, and make me fall for you? My curiosity asks if this was all just a game to you, because now that it’s all done and over with it sure seems like it was all just a game to you. Well it wasn’t a game to me, I really DO love you and it just sucks because I knew after the last time I was in love that I shouldn’t trust another, more importantly never to love another. You broke all those walls down and you told me it’s okay, you showed me that I don’t need to be scared. Boy, was I a fool considering you left me broken and shattered the first chance you got. 

So fuck you, Randeep. Why’d you have to go ahead and tell me you love me?

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I think I finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much, I think this might be it for us.

you kept hurting me over and over, you kept putting me last over and over. i know you didn’t mean to do it on purpose but every night you left me hurt and it just kinda sucks because i love you so much and i know you love me and i know you care. but its just like a month ago when i said things’ll change once school starts and you reassured me things wouldn’t but its like yeah things got better in some senses but those things still brought along pain - lol and the water works start. anyways, so last night after yet another fight, and another argument i was pretty much on the edge with us, but as always i caved and told you all is fine. i was wrong, all isn’t fine. but i’ve taken my emotions out of the equation, i still love you and if you love me thats great but i don’t need to hear it, i don’t want to expect it. im just going to let you do your thing and i’ll sit back. i don’t wanna give up so i’m not but i am letting go of these stupid feelings, i am letting go of me caring, who am i kidding? i’ll always care. i guess what im saying is when you hurt me i’ll be fake and pretend like i’m fine. hope this works for you, if not oh well its not like you’ll ever know the difference. 

sorry for this rant, but it was much needed. my apologies. 

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So this morning when I woke up I messaged the boy I said earlier in love with, and he was really nice I got my frustrations out and he listened. But now hours later he refers to me as being miserable, apparently being upset means you’re miserable.

Whatever, a few days ago I decided when he upsets me I won’t say anything because then he just thinks I’m miserable. I guess now I know not to go to him when I’m upset either.

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